Captivating

Don't ask me what this means because I'm not really sure. I wouldn't tell you anyway.

Slipping, fading, pulse evading
Caution, slowing, soul cascading
Water flowing warm and angry
Crying for my god to save me
My vocal cords feel disconnected
Ear drums ring - in my eyes reflected
Visions of heat evaporating
Why is death so captivating?